hello :)

2011-11-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY, DEAR!

<3

First haircut in Jean Yip

2011-11-01T21:05:00.003+08:00

goddamn! yesterday was the first time i cut my hair in Jean Yip!! damn damn cool ^^

i find it so nice! near to the hairstyle i want. (:

at least my fringe meets my expectations. ^^

but.... i spent $42 on it! awww.... expensive! but it's worth it.

2010-10-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

silenced, hard, tears.

Dear, really thank you for letting me realise i am th one you love truly.

2010-05-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

i'm so used to have you in my life everyday, hearing you going out & have fun. now that you suddenly are really working, i'm sad, i scared we'll fall apart. i miss you, i can't see you whenever i want. just when things are getting better. i know you didn't want it too, but its okayy, i'm sure we'll go through it fine, its not like its our first time ya? i believe in you, i believe in us. i'll always be supporting you all the way! loving you always. :D

yanling

2010-05-06T19:08:00.012+08:00

This are all that's happening in my life for now. hahas. its kinda enjoying & happening in poly, espcially NYP! as for work, SiYing has left and Felicia is leaving soon too. sad uhh.. but we do still meet up & all la, so everything's great.! (:

I'm happy with my life now, maybe except for one small part which remains unsolved until now, but i'm trying my very best. I can do it de, jia you!! (:

2010-03-08T11:30:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL IS STARTING! but my mind hasen't settle down yet, as in not ready for school la. ahahas. i still wanna play, spend time with dear, etc. stupid yang, faster make up your mind bout studies, arrhbohh jiu go in army. LOLS! can see that our r/s is getting better, so, work on it uhh! (: I LOVE YOU!

2010-02-28T14:18:00.003+08:00

its amazing that we are so much better then before. i really enjoy every moment with you, dear. this will take us to the end, i believe. I LOVE YOU!

2010-02-15T16:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

hope we get lots of ang paos ahh!

hahas. stupid picture. :D

2010-02-10T08:53:00.002+08:00

why did you kept bothering about what happened?
or do you want to tell me that you mind her more than me?
what am i to you then?

stabbed in th heart

disappointed

i'm still not as important to you..

so much for loving you

ARRRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!

2010-01-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

ARRRRRGH!!!
i got 25 points for ELR2B2. Zzz..
didn't expect it, but i'm okayy w/ it anyway. (:
i still have poly courses to go & they are quite interesting.

2010-01-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2010 TO ALL!

wish that we will have a good year ahead. (:

things are changing for me, for you & for anyone else. i hope that no matter what, i'll still be the dearest in your heart. enough of trying, saying, nagging & all. after all is settled, it will remain as it is, i hope..

fell sick yesterday suddenly. Zzzz.. my pay.. and i skipped work today because i was still feeling unwell. so, i went to see doctor & took M.C for today. (: lucky me, i'm feeling better now. so, will be going back tomorrow.

3 days le, he haven't contact me at all! faster go top up your prepaid please!!! ):

complicated situation, i don't know how to deal with it at all..

2009-12-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

busy working like shit this few weeks! & i not gonna have off day until 27 for this week. ): sorry uhh dear! so sickening lor. i'm working most of th time, then i still got to stay at home during my off days, which usually is only a day!.. fcuked up! can't they give me more freedom?! Zzz.. enough said..

2009-12-01T20:02:00.005+08:00

these are th photos taken recently. (: miss them all! sadly, i don't have th chance to go to 433 due to work. tomorrow will be our third month le! but i'm working, so will only be meeting him aft work. sad, text department tomorrow, have to leave last.! Zzz.. hope i'll enjoy th night tomorrow! (:

love you, baby!

2009-11-16T13:08:00.004+08:00

was viewing xinyi's blog just now. so i watched th MV posted on her blog & went on to watch other MVs too. came across this song, so i plan to post it.

it reminds me of th past, totally. -_-'' hopefully i'll get over it..

2009-11-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

finally ahh! o'level is finishing! i can go meet sotong, sisters & many others le. life is still going on well, BUT hope for it to be excellent! things happening and all tt.. blah blah blah.. lols. i just pierced my tongue 2 days ago by vonn. hahas! until now i still can't talk and eat properly.. ):hope th pain goes away soon soon soon? sian.. he doesn't know anything bout my life, practically everything la! talk to shawn also no use, he can't do much for me either. hmmms.. jia you! do it myself! <3

i hate myself on th day you leave..

2009-09-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

job at F1 is damn damn cool. i nv really did much la. i work like an usher there, at th kallang leisure shuttle. its much more better compared working in th paddock, as all my friends told me tt its very very busy inside. but at least they get to see more la, right? gt to know quite a few friends also. we made friends w/ our own colleagues, drivers & even cisco and police officers! hahas. hope everyone had fun. (: damn damn tired after th 3 days! ):

pb, don't anyhow tag in my blog la. this is none of your business okayy. you kept going arnd me & angeline's blog for what? you better don't create trouble for us, i tell you. you wrote all this for what? so what if me & him won't last? its alrdy nt in my expectation anymore, alright? seeing him happy is enough. don't come & spout anymore nonsense. you want see see can, just keep your mouth shut la!

i'm so sry bout it, mingyang. btw, hope you've saw my msg. seeya soon in tuition. (: work hard for o'lvl!

2009-09-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

tmr jiu going F1 to work le. will be working as a traffic marshal. quite excited bout it la, but not really sure what we gonna do there cos we'll be there for like practically th whole day?! hope we'll be able to get busy, at least.. we'll be working until 2 lehh! Zzz.. hao bahh, tts all for today, will be updating on it soon! (:

thinking of you whole day long..

2009-09-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

disappointment disappointment.. we brk again. i believe it will get better. don't worry people, i will just treat tt day as a dream & continue what i've been doing all this 7 months. months & months of waiting might be my only choice now. just hope he really know how much i love him & i'm really sure of it. yang, thank you for everything tt you've gave me in my life cos everything is wonderful. th thought of ytd make me really happy but i'm gonna pretend it as a dream & wait as how i've waited. go search for your answer & be happy w/ it. no matter what, i'll be here.

i love you.

2009-09-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!

i can't believe it! we're back together again! we still can't get over each other. many of my friends would sure be wondering about whether he's serious bout it & why he can't get over me when he alrdy is w/ another girl. dn worry, i'm sure he's serious this time. he explained to me what had happened & tts y i agreed to be w/ him once again. of course i'm scared tt history may repeat, but whatever tt happen, i really hope we do not have to go through all this again. (:

really hope tt we can last this time as we promised to go through all together. (L)

2009-09-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey BFF hao meng, happy 18th birthday! don't yaya uhh! thanks for inviting me to your chalet, really enjoyed it. sorry that i'm unable to stay up late for both days. i'll meet up w/ you soon to pass you your present. wish you good luck w/ your girlf, i know you get her le! hahas. happy for you uhh. btw, nxt time dn make me your maid hor! somemore its at your chalet! ahahas. take good care of her ahh. & rmb what i wrote in that letter hor! (:

phew~ this month got so many ppl birthday la! mine coming up soon!!! officailly 17. like finally la.... hahas. anyways, o'lvls coming up real SOON! must jiayou!!! XD

2009-08-22T05:42:00.000+08:00

so long since i last post!

shag shag SHAG!!!
i've been staying up for th whole night helping out w/ jin. she's doing a card for her boyf, & i, this expert in craft, (Zzz, its not really true la!) was doing all th "odd" jobs like cutting? & also helping her to think of certain words to phrase up her "very good" english. XD its quite fun anyway. we do giv ourself breaks also, therefore leading to th late night work. hahas! i didn't expect her to stay here anyway, cos initially we just wanted to meet up for a small sister chat. (: so, well, i gave up my sleep for her when i have to go out for th whole day tmr! this is th FIRST time she's w/ me la, & we did so much crap. ahahas. i also showed her what i've done for him, but unable to give it to him la. sad. its so nice lor. i really like it a lot la. he will nv get to see it ever. maybe its really my fault that i didn't treasure him enough bahh. what's over can't be taken back. w/o him, i still must move on, right? i wouldn't love anyone as much as i love him, & he'll just be kept in my heart. (: okayy, enough bout th sad past. Zzz.. jus had my face washed w/ jin. hahas. we are tired le la. my back's aching nw. SHAG! monday is my o'lvl english oral. hope i will be able to talk in front of th invigilators? & that i can score well for reading & conversation for i know that i won't be able to score for picture conversation. (:
hao la, its resting time! (: good morning people!

2009-07-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

wooo
days since i've blogged. busy uhh, got so much homework & they are all stacking up! hahas. lazy to do la. i feel that th teacher should let us do work tt we could finish during th lesson, so tt we can relax at home! 1 full day of studying is seriously damn tiring de lor!
my ohh my, i finished my chinese oral 2 days ago. tell you, it sucks! i guess i'm going to b th moderater of this year's oral result. everyone will thank me, especially th guys in my class. i told them tt if th 2 teachers are drawing th graph of our results, they will see a deep deep U shape, & i'm in th middle. Zzz...
i gonna work every sunday this month. ehh, i nv request for any off day mehh? i think they nt enough staff, tts y pull me to work lor. i remembered tt i requested off!
ohhya, gonna thanks tt stupid clayton for sending me th ' I'M READY ' tag lor. Zzz.. funny uhh clayton. huh. don't think i small can't win you, make you scared of me then you know. ehh SIS, guan hao your laogong la! =p

th best i ever get is you.

2009-07-11T08:38:00.001+08:00

woah! was w/ eling sis th whole night! hahas. kua zhang, nt really th whole night la. -_-'' she reached my hse arnd 1+, near to 2. we were suppose to be studying tgt, geography! she brought her worksheets, but, th best part is, she didn't even bring a pen! great ahh, sis. so, we have to share lor. wtf. 2 girls, one txtbk & one pen (cos there's only one pen w/ ink left). Zzz.. we are such clever ppl - we took turns to do our homework. & guess what, we do 1 Qn each, & we gave up. we totally could nt concentrate at all! talk talk, surf internet & smoking. we even bring cookies & green tea into my room! hahas. i told her if we gonna eat tt for th whole night, we confirm grow by 2kg de! then we were laughing bout it la. XD sry lahh sis, i fell aslp sometimes, leave you alone. hahas. but tired lehh! you go home cn slp, aft you go home, i going out sia. forgive me for slping ya. (: hope we'll study tgt again. but don't go meet other ppl le la, if not he kpkb! lols.

tts all i wanna say. gtg meet xiao hei, donovan they all le. BYE!

2009-07-06T14:19:00.003+08:00

i hate you!
i hate you for saying you love me.
i hate you for saying you'll be there for me forever.
i hate you for making me feel so blissed when i'm w/ you.
i hate you for not being there for me when i needed you, & yet everything was my fault.
i hate you for putting your friends in th first place.
i hate you for leaving me all alone w/ our r/s problems, you nv want to solve it w/ me, y nt jus tell me straight?
i hate you for saying tt i've changed when you're th one who have.
i hate you for telling me tt you'll wait, but in th end, its just shit!
i hate you for bringing me to hell from our fairytale.
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU!

bullshit la, idiot. you just dn love me, at all. nt even last time when we were tgt. fcuk you, fcuk our damn r/s. you dn even know how much i have been doing for you. you dn even appreciate. go on & be w/ your cute girl. go on & find someone who love you truly. i hope i'll forget you thoroughly! you gave me a deep deep cut in my heart, you bastard.

2009-06-08T14:32:00.005+08:00

back from HELL!
i'm living again. hmms. but i still got so much coursework to do. what is this man!? camp, but not much results. well, i did do a lot of editing, which is damn damn good la! i'm happy, but tired at th same time. every night slp arnd 2+ 3? first night: talking to him as well as see chen while michelle was aslp. second night: talking to michelle as see chen was aslp. we both fall aslp at arnd tt time lor. girls talk man.. has been so long since i talked to her. hahas. what a reverse! everything's great.
overall, feel tt this camp is tiring as we have to rush out our coursework A by today morning. girl, you're right nt to attend. so shiok, can go malaysia ahh. Zzz..

being th girl i am.

2009-06-07T10:59:00.003+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN!

was stuck in school having th stupidiest camp ever.. currently listening to Together by ne-yo. (:
was suppose to do th evaluation cause we've just complete our practical ytd. overall, mine was quite well done? i have 3 successful dish out of 4 ehh. proud of myself la. however, i'm seriously damn tired.. stayed up to arnd 2+ 3 cause was talking to Hao Meng on phone. guiltiness got over me as i'm saying this, both of us have to wake up early today morning. he's having WuShu perfomance while for me is th standard timing for camp la.. -_-''
woke up when my alarm rang, but hack-care bout it until michelle ask me to go brush teeth, wash face etc. can i nt wake up? grrrrrrh!! aft breakfast, F&N students were asked to clean th cookery room we used ytd! ohhhhnonono, its so dirty la, esp th floor between Miao Ling and my unit. we have tissue papers & plastics on th ground idk why.. wtf. all th girls look so dead & tired. cher gave up & let us go & bath. yuppppeeeeeeee! shiokshiokshiok. called him while changing
& his on his way to Newton. ppl national team of WuShu for Singapre sehh.
& nw, back to where i am.

f.y.i, th camp is a craft & tech camp.

forgetting, forgiving, leaving you;

holding, hugging loving you.

你永远都在.

2009-06-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

when we're tgt, you dn talk to me much & we often have misunderstandings because of it.
when we're not tgt, we quarrel.
why is this happening to us? you f***ing know that i love you!
guess we can't be tgt anymore, thats what you wanted, right? you're happy now..

2009-05-23T08:32:00.004+08:00

OFF TO WORK!!
POST LATER~

2009-05-21T18:21:00.005+08:00

LING is learning how to stand on her own. thats a great thing, isn't it? told mum bout what happened between me & yang. can see that she's quite disappointed, but ya, she asked me not to think so much, focus on studies first girl!! she told to forget bout him & find a new boyf who worth me more, but th prob is my heart, its w/ him? even i can't understand y i still feel for him even aft so many things happened. i always thought that we could last.. i hate that i love him!!!
friends have been by my side all along, really grateful to them all. have been close w/ Tan Jiunn Hing ( ah hing ) too. joker him, he smiles/laughs no matter what. clique have been asking me to go on a r/s w/ him since they saw him that night & know that he's treating me quite well. Zzz. i can't deny that he's a nice guy, but i dn wanna like kinda cheat him? what for b w/ him when i'm still thinking of th other him? i'll see how bahh. i hope that if i really step into r/s again, i won't get th same thing as like what happened between me & yang.
something for him:

i hope that day will come.

only you know what i meant.

if that day will come, it will.

with love,

LING.

2009-04-27T18:28:00.003+08:00

things changed unexpectedly.
you left me w/o any clues.
i thought we could last long, i have always been thinking that way,
thats why i always tell myself not to give up no matter what.
we've been quarrelling for quite a long time. i know you are very troubled too.
at least you loved me.
i didn't dare to ask more from you, cause all i need is just that.
i'm really grateful to you. this 1yr4mth r/s is a tough, tired but happy & blissful one.
even though we have a lot of unhappiness, we always get back together happily.
sweet couple life.
i have had all that.
i know you are the faithful type, such a sweet guy.
i can't force you to come back, i know. i just want you to be happy.
althought whatever we both wished & promised before will not be remembered,
i'll bring it w/ me wherever i go. all that i've said to you never change & won't change.
but i don't have any choice now. how can i bring you back to wherever we were?
i just want you to be happy.
most importantly, take care of yourself.
you are really a great guy. the girl w/ you know must be feeling damn happy.
all the best my dear.

i love you, yes i do.

2009-04-13T17:31:00.002+08:00

woo, it has been so long since i last posted.

okayy, err, school still okay, only tt i became lazier & lazier to do all the work. cher, cn dn giv so many homework anot? lols. smtimes really tired la.
as for work, i'm still working ahh. all th part timers gonna work during th weekends only. hahas. all hav to go sch mahh. but FUJI APPLE only come back during holidays. all gonna miss her damn damn much cause she's our joker. ):
we celebrated for unique first & then wan qin. maddness, we drink. & sm more is aft work la. unique's face is damn damn red everytime aft our drink, hahas, damn scary la! we kept teasing her, saying that she's hot/she drink jus to make an excuse for saying tt her face is red (blushing) la. hahas.
nxt, me & him. hmms, how should i put it? no offence bi, even though things are changing for th better, it jus still dn feel right. i dn know, i'm kinda worried.. mayb i'm thinking too much bout everything. but i'm sure of how you feel for me. i jus hope tt we'll get to what we want?

thank you for putting in so much effort in this r/s.
i found out bout this only now,
mayb its too late.
we are jus too far apart now.
i won't give up.

2009-03-25T14:48:00.002+08:00

SICK!!!!!!
tamade, sick, can't go school also. i thought bi resting at home lor. but he tio caught, but dn know for what la. i miss him.... ask him come my hse he dn wan. bo xim de... then nv ask me take care also.

things has changed alot. i hope things will get better & better! bi, we cn do it de! (:

loving you,

LING

2009-02-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

valentine's day is coming!

2009-01-18T22:57:00.006+08:00

Its all up here, its whether you want it or not

i'm telling you this, you seriously hav been neglecting me. i need you to b always here, like before, like how we were or even better & deeper r/s than before.
______________________________________________________________

LING baby's love. says:
whats tt for?
LING baby's love. says:
for god sake. i'm your stead & you do this
to me. other girls oso their boyfriend's
stead. y they cn b laughing happily, going on
day by day w/ their boyfriend by their side, but
i cant? you go think bout it yourself la hor.
AhYaNg18 says:
wad la
AhYaNg18 says:
i say i confirm with you tomorow rite
AhYaNg18 says:
kp kb
AhYaNg18 says:
knn
AhYaNg18 says:
very irritating you noe
LING baby's love. says:
for very long, yo've seriously been neglecting me
lor. what m i to you? if you haven confirm, why
nt jus meet me? other ppl spend their birthday w/
their girlfriend & mayb a few friends, but what
bout you? hav you ever tot of jus being w/ me anot?
AhYaNg18 says:
walao
AhYaNg18 says:
wad you want?
AhYaNg18 says:
Aiya
AhYaNg18 says:
dun celebrate dun celebrate la
AhYaNg18 says:
i at home whole day la
AhYaNg18 says:
dun celebrate la
LING baby's love. says:
its nt bout th celebration okay. your heart gt think of
spending this day w/ me anot? i'm your girlf lehh.
AhYaNg18 says:
no la no la
AhYaNg18 says:
i spewnd it mysdelf la
LING baby's love. says:
bi, you nw angry for what? you choose la.
is either you come find me la, arrhbohh forget it la.
you wan go celebrate w/ friends you go la.
dn say i'm nt there for you la hor. no matter
how long i wait everytime, you are always disappearing la.
what cn i say?
AhYaNg18 says:
wadeva you wan say la
AhYaNg18 says:
you go do your things la
LING baby's love. says:
ehh bi, enough la hor. you yourself say
what you want a committed love, you gt commit in us anot?
or you trying to say i'm not committed?
LING baby's love. says:
chua ming yang, you shud know la. no matter what
you do or say, like we've promised each other,
i'm always by your side, you understand anot?
love for you nv fade. i really miss th days
we are tgt..
______________________________________________________________

you go think bout what i've said la. if you think its all nonsense, jus tell me. but my stand always remains th same. tmr, if you hav th heart. you should know who you should find la hor.

speechless; at all your actions..

2009-01-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

chua ming yang, you should know la. no matter what you do or say, like we've promised each other, i'm always by your side, you understand anot? love for you nv fade. i really miss th days we are tgt..

2009-01-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

baby, i'm in LOVE with you.

2009-01-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

13months plus & still counting.. what m i suppose to do so that you'll put all your attention on me? no matter how hard i try, i doesn't seem to get it right. its all so complicated, i really don't know how i can help us. all th hurtful words seen & heard, i treat it as nothing has happened, or that you are just venting your anger. maybe, its all my wishful thinking.. i hope i have th power to bring us back together, i hope i have th capability & th braveness to talk things out w/ you thoroughly.

tears were shed, heart is broken, when can i get you back?

2008-12-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

everything is solved? i hope so bahh. (:

had dinner w/ baby, his daddy, mummy & mei mei, 2 of his parents' friends. a family dinner. he didnt talk to me much at first. had a hard time convincing him to talk to me too you know.. he's really stubborn, i can say. i thought tt it'll be another day of 'no talking just acting' day infront of everyone.. was really REALLY jealous when i saw him hugging & playing w/ his sister la! during dinner time, still counted as not bad la. at least in front of all, we do look like as if we were close. hhas. finally, aft dinner, so full sia! watched ppl 'skating' on water. dn know whats tt call. ohhya, we went east coast for th dinner at JUMBO restuarant. he just keep quiet standing beside me. i really cant take it la! =p. time to go. car coupon's time is up. i'm sad, really sad to leave cause dn know when will be th next time i see him.. both of us walked slowly at th back. just then, he poked me on my stomach. i'm a human, so i reacted la.. "oi, i scared la." he just hug me by my waist.. so SWEET! aft tt blah blah blah, everything's quite normal lor. hopefully we'll be as sweet, forever. i'll try to be more flexible de.

2008-12-22T18:03:00.002+08:00

boring day..

woke up arnd 9? aft tt slowly slowly do my own stuffs, bath & went to school w/ bro to buy school uniform. girls, th uniform is yucky. its th sec2 batch de, nt like ours. so, dn buy!! head-ed home just to change out of p.e. attire & went to compass for lunch at pizza hut, using my salary to treat bro, ): . saw ms tong & 3 N.T students there too. can see they enjoying their food bahh, eat slower than me & bro lehh. aft lunch, went POPULAR. head straight to text dept to get bro's textbook as well as getting mine. unique was good to me, helped me get my books straight away. was suprise tt she did it pretty fast. thanks a million! took basket to put th books & another for stationaries. before tt, went in to office, took joey's staff pass for photocopying & was talking to all staffs in there. almost forget bout my own bro.. took pens, rulers, earsers & notebook for next year. saw smone even before i started choosing, - ERNEST! weird to see him in formal, so.. changed.. hhas. talked to him awhile, exchange numbers & back to our own shopping. queued up, & nt long aft, it was my turn. unexpected. have to fill in th staff purchase form but using joey's name. thanks joey! total amount was $228.76!!! NETS it out, went back to office, let esther(manager) sign, & home sweet home. (:

friends, i'll be fine..

2008-12-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

baby, this post is specially for you. whatever i promised you just nw, i wont forget & i'll certainly wait. trust me. i think i know whats going on. i'll change for you, bastard & i mean it. i'm sorry to make you wait w/ me for tt stupid bus. thanks for th hugs & kisses. i really miss it damn lots. ehh, smuggle me in on christmas night till 1year1month anni lehh. 1 night nia.. hopefully can bahh. anyways, er gu says wanna give present. you keep it w/ you first bahh, tell er gu i not free since we.. you know.. and help me thank you her oso. & ya, th dinner, if they ask why i never go, just say i need to work bahh. but if you dont mind me joining along, i can take off la.. aft 5 den i leave lor. you see to it bahh.

i trust tt you'll b back soon.

i'm sorry to irritate you.

i'll change.

2008-12-19T11:28:00.002+08:00

i got back my results. guess what, i got 4marks. alot will b shocked bahh? i'm shocked too. papa & mummy celebrated for me w/ pizza. hhes.
went to punggol end ytd alone. th wind was damn strong la. felt so lonely there. baby, all i think was you. i told you bout it ytd alrdy. whether you want to believe it anot, its up to you. jonathan also told you bout how i felt right? idk whether anything goes into your mind or mayb you are just so engrossed in your game or whatever you are doing. if you feel tt i'm not good enough for you, tell me.

2008-12-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

i love you. ): goodbye baby.

mayb i shud stop pretending tt everything has been alright till now. its killing me when i have to hide everything myself. 'somethings are meant to be what they meant to be.. nothing can change it..' his words, mayb to me. idk. what can i do now? i've been staying at home th whole day today thinking of it, but no answer came out of my head. girl is worried, idk how to explain things to her either.

bee ting, i know you want to help, but how to, when you also dn know what is going on? even i cant give you th answer liao lor. i'll go w/ you on sat but if things turn out badly, dn blame me for going away just lidat. you also know those guys, idk whether izzit they influenced him bcome lidat de.. you & louis also gt see th way he treated me right? i really envy th both of you.. i promise you, no matter what, i'll still treat you like sister, share w/ you everything.

bi, everyone ask me not worry. but how to? you are not even responding me.. we really hav alot of things to solve between th both of us. if you are willing to talk & discuss it w/ me, i'm willing to listen. no matter what, i want you to know, i'll always b by your side de. i love you, nothing can change this fact.

2008-12-12T17:03:00.003+08:00

alot of things really happened this few days, weeks, months. time flies, me and baby hav been tgt for more then a yr. school's starting soon. & i've planned to continue my job by working only during th weekends. prefect, but i can't spend time w/ baby & on studies. hopefully i can just cope w/ it all. results will be out in a few days time, if i couldn go on to sec5, its either going on to ITE or private schools.
everything hasnt been th same, since th day you decided to do th things tt you wanted to do th most. what am i to you?

2008-12-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

thank you for encouraging me. dn worry, i'll try.

i cant my feelings any further. if i dn solve it, i guess we might hav to go seperate ways, instead if making me cry everyday. since we'll b meeting up, i really wanna take tt chance to tell you everything. i'll do it. i just hope it will nt b a bad ending for th both of us.

2008-12-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

wooo..
finally i get to use com! actually was using my laptop(finally gt it).
have been working working working like crazy! nt much time to acc baby.. sorry!
lookin forward to comin friday cos baby will b goin out w/ me!
WORK HARD!
thank you, for being by my side, always.

2008-11-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

COUNTDOWN TO ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

20 MORE DAYS!

2008-11-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

woah. hav been workin for so many days le. so sadd. nw hardly get to mit baby le. both of us were so busy. so, wheneva i hav off days, i'll spend it w/ him lor. SORRY baby! ytd we miss th chance to go out again. all bcos ob mummy la! we mus rmb tt day cos aft tt she noe she's at fault.. hhas. i'll edit this tmr. nights.

2008-10-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

today, walkin walkin & walkin!
so tired la! my legs r swollen alrdy la! (exaggerating) lols.
brief eplaination:
went compass for lunch w/ papa mummy & ah di. th kopitiam was so so crowded lor. we hav to wait so long for th table la. heng, i saw cheryl & joanne. so we took over their table instead. thanks thanks!
aft eatin, mit jon at cupwalker. bought caramel chocolate, mummy & papa went home. acc jon sit outside 7-11 dere th alley while he eat his chicken rice. tok tok tok till 3+ den went up to popular to see cindy sister. boss dere, run ahh! head to mrt station n went somerset to mit baby at cine. rainin, but i dn care. jus run lor. so aft tt is shoppin shoppin shoppin w/ him & frens. went back to compass at arnd 8, mit ah di for dinner while baby go look for friends at rivervale dere. gracia came too. reach home at arnd 9.30p.m. REST AHH!

baby, hope u'll noe wad to do. loveya. ♥

good night.

2008-10-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

disappointed, totally speechless.
you sae you'll nv forget th promises you made to me..
so, wads tt for? tryin to pissed me off? & tellin me tt you r sry when you finally realise is a wrong thing to do? if you were w/ me tonight, nth of tt would hav happened.. nth.. totally nth, bein th innocent you tonight.
y? y mus it happen when u swore & curse tt nth of tt would eva happen again?
i really hope you've learnt your lesson & tt it wont happen eva again. can you promise me? ):
no matter wad, you'll hav me by your side. i'm nt goin to leave you alone. we'll go through everything big & small tgt, i promise you..

I LOVE YOU!♥

2008-10-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

lenicesimwanling
thank you for th eeyore cup! really love it alot mann. i'll use it fom nw on de.
hope you r goin on well. it has been v long since we tok to each other.
i wish all th best for your nxt yr's studies. both ob us gonna take olvl tgt, so, work hard ya!

our love is jus like th fairytale.

it feels just so right..

2008-10-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

Four more days! me & dear will b tgt for 11mths.
time really flies. memories of how i get to know him & how he chased me feels so yesterday..
i really REALLY miss th times when we r so SO close.
actually, we r closer den before, but somehow, something is missin & we seems to b driftin apart when we r so close.
y is tt happenin?
i've nv experience smth like tis before. all i hope is tt we'll b tgt forever.

chua ming yang, i love you!

2008-10-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

jie mei mens,
thanks for all your care & concern. i'm much better nw! dn worry bout me. mmm-mwarrk!

thank god i hav you..

WONDERFUL CLASS!

names nt in order:
xinfei felicia michelle gracia rachael wyndee yuanting
you're loved loved LOVED! by me!
thank you for stayin by my side & cheerin me up when i'm down esp. th few library girls!
i swear, tt all ob you wont eva b forgotten by me! ♥

2008-10-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

wad cn i do, to make him understand everything & tt he'll follow it everytime? do he nid to lose me b4 he realise everything has been placed so nicely so tt he'll hav no worries? i kept wonderin, wad m i to him? i feel so '2nd place' to him.. our r/s kept facin prob nwadays & it was esp hard on me bcos he is so hard to handle & so hard to understnd. we barely tok nw.. he didn even confront to me anymore. i seriosly dn noe wad he wans. no one cn help me but myself. wad cn i do? wad shud i do? how cn i help him? how do i make him understand?

baby, we use to share prob w one another de.. wads wrong? mayb you r tired durin th night time, tts y i try my best nt to disturb you. wadeva you wan, i let, i giv in to you. but if u kept doin tis, do you noe how tired i'll feel? u said u wanna take care ob me, but hu is takin care ob hu nw? i really hate to kip spammin you but i get nth in return.. do you noe how it feels? you wont ever get to feel it bcos i'm practically reportin to you bout everything so wads dere to worry bout? i feel like an idiot tokin into th space.. it alwaes seems as if you mind your frens/bros more den u mind bout me.. hav you ever crossed your mind bout th time i spent w you when you r nt w me? hav you ever noe wad situation i'm in?
i noe you do care, you do love me like you always do & you expressed, i cn c tt. tts y whenever i'm w u, i make myself look happy to you. i entertain you, tried to make you smile.. do you c my efforts? mayb i'm bein sensative.. but.. i'm sry.. you shud noe how i feel for you.. i'm nt saein it anymore..

ppl hu dislike me certainly feel tt tis is a good news ya? happy to see me fallin so fast..

despise for all you care, i'm nt goin to giv a damn..

2008-10-17T16:02:00.005+08:00

baby, i love you! thanks for bein by my side all th time. i noe u teng me alot. i love you!
it'll b our 11th mth soon! i really hope we could last forever! from nw on, i'll listen to you de.
i'm goin to b myself, so if it irritates you or wadeva u dn like, pls let me noe. mwarrk!
th girls, keep in contact forever. nv b apart!

2008-10-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

baby chuamingyang!

u fall aslp again ahh? u really damn damn pig sia..

when i received your msg tis mornin, i knew everything is alright. but i'm still guilty bout wad happened..

Wednesday 15/10/08

aft sch tt day, i went home striaght, bath, went out to compass to mit baby. go pasir ris find michelle, seechen, jeremy & gang. its their chalet or shud i sae OUR chalet. ate some bbq-ed stuff, heard some complains and den home-sweet-home. baby cab me home first. thanks baby. thanks, my dear friends. ♥

2008-10-15T23:33:00.003+08:00

BABY CHUAMINGYANG!
i'm really sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!
wad mus i do to make u ans me? jus nw in cab, those qn tt i asked, u gave me positive ans but u r doin th negative nw.. mayb u r v pissed off, i cant blame u. i'll let u calm down. since i'll b goin sch & u most likely will b mitin ur frens, i guess i'll jus wait for u to msg me lor..
i noe u teng me, tts y u nv scold me at all. i'm really feellin badd nw. i noe i forgetful, didn rmb wad papa tell me, make u call daddy le, nw u've to get scoldin from daddy & mummy..
hope u msg me asap. loveya lots.. >♥

2008-09-30T13:21:00.002+08:00

MY DEAREST CHUAMINGYANG!
wad time r u gonna slp until ? u r such a pig ! im really sry bout wad happy . u always love-ed me well, taken best care of me, but yet i'm such a disappointment to u . i'll prove to u im nt lidat anymore ya ? husband & wife, we'll live till th end of time . nth could brk us apart !
iloveyou . ♥

boy, everything will b fine, i promise .

2008-09-25T13:53:00.002+08:00

dear. where r u ? r u avoidin me or smth ?
u promised to come, didn u ?
when u r nt replyin, its as if u r angry wit me ?
jus waad happen last nite to make u so pissed off tt u would oni tell me face to face but yet u r nt showin up till nw ? u didn even reply my msgs . th last thing u said was askin to to slp early, n tt i love me . wads wrong ? cn u tell me ? come to me nw . pls dn ignore my calls & msgs .
okayy, mayb u r still at mcys, but its alrdy for 3hrs ?!
or r u w/ ur frens nw ?
its simplyin annoying me & i cant get it off my mind !
pls, i beg u, come here nw ..

2008-09-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

i hav smth to sae !
me & cindy sister come back tgt le ! things will go back to mormal for us again .

our 10mth is approachin . dear is startin to change for th better & i'm tryin my best to b a v good stead .
cheers for th changes !

n'lvls r in 1week's time . tis comin week is our study leave & we dn hav to go back to sch .
to all my frens : STUDY HARD FOR IT YA ! for th others, exams r oso comin, u all mus study too !
strivr for th grades we want !
nu er, u mus try ur best . u cn do it de !

2008-09-18T16:40:00.002+08:00

i was told by someone tt i wasn active in blog . hhas .
im jus pure lazy lor . & i didn hav things to write too . =p c how bahh, i'll try to write smth more .

okayy, my bdae was 2 days ago . so fast .. i receive wonderful presents from my dear frens ! dey r jus so great . one thing tt made me damn suprise was tt michelle & seec chen ran to buy a cake from Breadtalk once dey gt off th LRT . see chen called me to make me stay, sayin tt dere's dai ji, wantin me to mit dem at STARBUCKS . both of dem r so cute ! poor jeremy was asked along by me, when both of us has to rush home ! i was jus so shocked & touched when both of dem gave me th cake . thanks alot alot !

dear haven giv me anything yet & it'll b a suprise for me . excited ! on my bdae nite, he said tt he hav a suprise for me & wans me to msg him b4 i go home from punggol park cos i went studyin wit tingrui . i tot wad was it . its funny lor . i msg-ed him b4 i went home .

eunice:
dear, u sure gt things mahh ? i nw goin home ehh . if u dn wan tell me, i cant c anything hor, i go home jiu cant go out le lehh .
mingyang:
confirm can c de. u jus go home.
i search for present while walkin home, makin sure tt i wont miss anything . i didn get anything in th end . i was worried tt he's still at my blk & didn went home cos i dn wan him to b late for th probation timin .
eunice:
dear, i reach home le, but i cant c anything lehh . u bluff me ahh ?
mingyang:
Lols. hu ask u to c ? is hear de lei.
few seconds aft i received tt msg & realised tt i was cheated, he called me . time : 2010
'' HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U ! "
he & his frens was singin so loudly la . damn touched by it . thanks to all hu was dere !

i'm NC16 !

2008-09-14T13:42:00.005+08:00

things r finally finally gettin better .
a countdown : 2 more days to my bdae !
ytd ponn tuition again . i was at cineleisure Kpool, saw zong wei (china guy from my sch) . ah leow suddenly called . actually i tot ob nt listenin de, but nvm lor, no harm . i told ah leow tis : " i nw otw to frens hse to study . th science lesson oni giv ws, i oso dn noe how to do, go dere for wad ? " hhas . he really let me off .
ohhya, was dere wit dear, kairence & his sch frens .
suprisingly, me & dear has fate . actually, we kinda quarrel in th mornin & he wasn't sure whether he was mitin me at peace centre aft th probation course which is till 5.30 p.m. he told me to mit him at his hse dere arnd 9p.m. sadd la .. i tot ob goin to vivo to buy a keychain b4 headin towards his hse which i nid 1hr ! how i noe, when th lift reach 1st floor & when i was bout to walk out ob th centre's door, i saw him ! so shocked & happy at th same time ! so aft tt we clear up th misunderstandin & i went out wit him lor .
tts all .

2008-09-10T18:29:00.004+08:00

i dn wanna say wad has happen .. but it was jus so terrible .
i think both me & nu-er will nt forget bout it bahh .

anyways, special thakns to gongda hu provided

me & her wit 2 cigg. each !

thank you, gongda !

dear, sry to make u so angry & damn worried bout it . i shudn make u cry ..

im really sry .. nt gonna let tt happen again, promised ! ♥

nu er, everything is over . dn think bout it anymore . nth lidat is gonna happen again ya . dn feel guilty . we'll still hang out tgt as normal !

dn cry over spilt milk, its over, so jus get over it.

2008-08-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

''How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.''
-Elizabeth Barrett Browning (1806-1861)

finally, end of prelim o'lvl e.maths . phew ..
comments : paper1 is so so difficult i think i nt gonna pass well for tt.
as for paper2, Qns r much easier but i did a really big careless mistake ! stupid me.

okayy, i admit, i didn hav th mood to study for my upcomin n'lvl . i told mummy, but wasn't sure
whether she did even heard me saein bout it . i dn wan to fail or retain . sian 1/2 ..
if i really dn hav th choice, i shall quit sch .. i'll seriously try my best for every subjects,
especially my humanities ! i swear !

im lookin forward to c him . i hope he will hav th time to mit up for study time . ♥

saw ivan (bartley sec.) while walkin home wit jeremy, he was in th cab dn noe goin where,
he waved at me first b4 i regconised him& so i jus wave back lor .
suprised tt he still rmb me ! thank u ivan !
me & jeremy hadd quite a long chat .. told him lots of thing too .

Fcuk true love

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2008-08-22T15:16:00.003+08:00

everything is settling down nw . i hope nth lidat happens again .

u really scare me . may i noe wad is happenin ?

i hope nth will happen to u ..

went to compass aft sch wit jeremy to buy milk tea from cupwalker .

it doesn't taste really nice, i rather buy it from sweet talk .

dear is nt mitin me today cos he is attendin chuan ho's bdae at pasir ris .

bbq bahh ? i dn noe ..

damn bored . i'll b free for th whole aftnoon . so, kind jeremy accompany me

home by walkin tgt since we live so near . NEIGHBOURS WAN SHUI !

tks for accompanyin me mann .

we tok bout stupid things while walkin . he really make me laugh like madd la !

th most stupid thing is tt he didn noe there is a singtel dn noe wad near

our hse & he kip laughin at himself . stupid guy ..

anwy, o'lvl maths prelim is on mon & tues ! so fast ..

i dn hav th mood to study .. even for my n'lvl ..

i jus hope tt i could b a tian cai, so tt i cn nt study & pass all my exams .

peace to all exams !

1528 ♥

2008-08-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

its tuesday,
for my class, we still hav 13 more days to our N'lvl !
we will start wit eng, den ss & lastly chinese .
GOOD LUCK to firstly my class!,
my sch's N.T frens & their classmates
& th other students hu r takin their n'lvl tis yr .

we hadd ss test durin th last period of th sch .
i alrdy tried my best to do the SEQ although i did th readin last min ..
i jus ly down only, ms lo jiu sae 'eunice, dn giv up' .
i couldn't help feelin aslp la cos of th stupid cool weather .
=p
anywae, i went to pass up th test aft times up,
i flip my foolscape paper infront of her & told her
tt i tried my best . den she jus laugh, no comments ..

dear came to fetch me today, so rare ! cant b blame, he
was busy th past few days, weeks & months ..
busy wit appointments to mit po, go mcys & his frens .
im happy tt he came but we didn go out aft tt la .
he's tired so went my hse, watch tv & soon, he went home .
currently slpin nw, my slpin pig ..

last few things:
- really good luck to all tt i mentioned
- thank you yang ♥

nth's gonna brk us apart,

my love. ♥

2008-08-15T16:42:00.008+08:00

i wanted to do th CME thing tt miss lo ask us to do de,

smth bout culture,

but i jus cant concentrate & cant help thinkin ob dear .

aft sch, we were asked to stay back awhile to finish up th cake we bought for miss lo bcos she's nt in sch & mrs singh say tt it will b a reward for th geography students cos we do well in our geo prelim .

dn feel like goin home cos there's nth for me to do . dear could nt mit me . he nids to do 6hrs ob cso today . even worst is tt he couldn tok to me when he is doin his cso .. i didn see him for 4 days le, he gt alot ob programme goin on . really miss dear alot ! i couldn wait to see him tmr in th mornin .
dn noe where we gonna go .

anw, we've been checkin prelim results tis few days in sch .
nt badd, i've been improvin .

my results:

English
P2: 35/80

E.maths
P1: 59/80
P2:34/60
total : 66% (B3)

Humanities
SS: 14/50 - i only did th SBQ & i didn hav time for th SEQ
Geo: 28/50 - i passed ! mrs singh was very proud of me !

Chinese
P1:45/70
P2: 43/60
P3: 16/20
total: 69.3% (B3) - 1 mark difference to A2 !

Science
physics: 17/50 - i didn study ..

F&N
theory: 24/40

well, tts all i noe . i gt A1 for my A.maths !
mr lim say tt i improve alot but its weird tt i oni get B3 for my E.maths . =p
actually, my results r horrible la but dear is proud ob me !
thank u dear .

th cake

your smile is th best present to me ! ♥

2008-08-15T04:55:00.004+08:00

no offence

those ppl who dn like my blog or me cn get out . those tags r nt even entertained .

2008-08-12T10:12:00.000+08:00

today, really gt nth to say lor, jus suay bahh .
i was late when im supposed to mit michelle, jess, rence, cam & junhao at compass . i wasnt th last when i reach there, so nvm .. still hav to wait for th 2 tall guys . we went to east coast by takin bus 43 & it was such a long & borin trip lahh ! reach there finally, we walked for arnd 10mins to Big Splash for our lunch - KFC, thinkin tt th bic kiosk will b near up ahead . i was waitin for dear while eatin & gossipin bout certain issues at th same time . jus nice when we finish eatin, he called & i waited for him at Big Splash while th rest carry on walkin down . i was lucky, th way dey went was th wrong one & we walk th other direction instead . tis is th irritatin part . i started feelin unwell, my right thigh was feelin a little bit of pain . i feel tt my da yi ma come & visit me, but i wasn sure . half way through, i kept on bendin down bcos th pain was unbearable . i asked th girls for pad n luckily, rence brought dem out . [thank you rence!] i went to th toilet in Mac . so suay, she really came to visit me la ! irritatin ! aft i came out of toilet, all was waitin for me . seriously, th pain was unbearable (bcos of th cold drinks in KFC) ! all jus stare at me as if i look very pale .. i dn noe la . i think michelle was quite shock ? her face did change somehow . dey wan to go rent bic, i ask den to go first lor . den i get my worried dear to get me hot water & th medicine . aft eatin, he suggested tt i go home to rest . i didn wan to, but he insisted so i called michelle to tell her tt i head home first .

to Jessica, Michelle, Rence, Camillus & Jun Hao,
sry tt i couldn’t stay there to ride bicycle wit u . i took cab home aft i called michelle . i did take medicine before leavin there . so, im feelin beta nw . hope to go out wit all of u soon ! i hope tt u all hadd fun there . :)

to dear, sry to make u so damn worried !

2008-08-08T02:48:00.000+08:00

boy, we nv quarrel or fight ytd, good progress ! my love for u are growin stronger everyday, so muvh tt i cant live witout you .

BE MINE !

went to MCYS wit dear, waited for him outside for bout 20mins (gt scolded by po), went united square & velocity aft tt. dear didn noe there hav square 2 so i brought him there as well. bored-ed le, nth to do, we decided to amk for dinner. i still nid to find my shampoo. he was carin enough to help me walk arnd to check for prices, leavin me at one side to drink th root beer. he oso bought new hp, k850i, tradin his N82. tt hp so damn nice ! i oso wan. stupid operator sae i gt one outstandin bill ob $600+ ! but i nv even use singtel line de. someone framed me ! irritated ! went home aft tt lor.

2008-07-29T09:54:00.000+08:00

stupid bastard ..
i kip askin him to sae smth & he jus wont wan to . he expect me to go find it myself .
wads dere to find & th prob is how to find ? u tell me la !
he jus wanna zen me lidat, happy for him but my head is burstin soon la !
irritatin sia . FAN REN !
♥yanling.t
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2008-06-25T11:12:00.000+08:00

durin th june holiday, i went to malaysia - tioman island. here rr some pics tt i took durin th trip.
1st day:

i'm on th way !

beautiful place. i've reach there !

welcome to kampong genting .

relaxin right ?

after packin our things properly, all of us went out on a walk around tt area . eventually, we went up th hill by th beach .

me, mummy & baobei :)

my mum's fren, tryin to act th dn noe hu ..

here we are ! th beach .

its too long le . nw i forget all th days & wad we were doin . so, i jus put th photo witout sequences . =p

2008-06-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

goin malaysia le, so fast . im goin to a village, & heard tt we gonna do lots of activities dere .
i wont b in s'pore from 10-13, so dn msg or call me on those days, if nt u gonna pay th overseas calls prices . so sian de, nth to do during holidays, except for shoppin & shoppin . anyways, its great s'pore sales ! lets go shoppin !

TiAmo~

2008-06-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

ytd was so fun la ! woahh !
it was th first time i went to bbq wit kailrence & his frens la . we celebrate jason's(ob course is kailrence fren la) bdae . i went there wit mr. s, meet some ppl, & went over to th bbq pit . its pit no. 15 !
lets c wad happen dere .

i was sittin down on th chair till th sun has gone down (bored)
di siao kailrence all th wae till he ran awae wit his stead ? we ask him nt to tok cork, but tt was jus to di siao him oso la . really feel sry for him . i told him i'm tryin to help him to stop mr. s from di siao-in him, but instead i laugh . poor thing sia kailrence ..
started to drink th beer & vodka when almost everyone was here . lucky for me, i didn knock out, cos at tt time i was th oni girl .
2350 - cake smashin time ! dey ask jason to go to another table . all went dere to sing bdae song for him . kailrence & few others preparin flour & water to splash on jason . he bcame a santa claus mann ! i tok some ice & shouted to him "ehh, bdae boy, i haven wish u happy bdae! come!" he was thoughtful lor, didn wan to dirty my hand so he tok out th cleaner hand to shake wit me, but i throw th ice on him . badd me .

eveything ended almost here bahh . i didn went home, was tonnin . anyway, everything was purely fun !

♥ th days when i'm wit u .

2008-05-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

im happy !
im sadd .
my feelings rr everywhere !
wad sort of feeling is tis ? askin myself Qns seem to b very positive or very negative .
todae went back sch for prelim oral . stupid me reach sch at bout 7.15a.m ? siannnn.. i choose nt to go home & stay in sch . im nt th oni one lor . still gt nadiah, amalina, cedric & melvin . th 1st 3 went home after noein th timin, th 4th one stayed at home to continue slpin . m i suppose to b his alarm everytime ? =p he ask me to wake him up at 10 . but instead, i hadd to wake him up every 10 mins until 10.36a.m .(around dere la..) ridiculous!
post lata !
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2008-05-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

wonderful day today !
gracia went home to change her clothes and met me at compass for lunch . actually, she wanted to eat f.food but i insisted in nt eatin tt. hhas . after tt, we went straight to somerset for shoppin !
she sae very long nv go le . LAME ! we bought 12 chocolates at $12.25,(th auntie giv us extra one)sharin 4 flavours . th whisky was nice ! i gave mine to him .
we saw sean, gary & sylvester while waitin for th mr special . -_-"
sean was a total geek la ! his dressin todae SUCKS cn ! hhas .
c la, mr special angry le, cos i dn wan tell him smth . "dn angry la ! sry !"
countdown: 1 more day . lets end off here . =D
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i just ♥ th way he SMILE to me

2008-05-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

he sae he'll wake up but he nv !
wtf la . alwaes bluff me de . den somemore i still nt tired, dn feel like slpin .
stupid sia, nw alrdy 0504 le . dn wan wait le la .
GO SLP LOHH !
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♥ havin u around

2008-05-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

yeahh ! i jus completed my blog . so excited bout it !
all tis rr taught by gracia, my darling . she's so good wit it, i cn admit .
glad to hav her by my side all th night till nw . woo !
its 2:35a.m. alrdy . couldn't blieve we did tis blog till tis late la .
i oso dn feel like slpin .. wad cn i do ? its bored ! tmr i'll tonn again, but heng, nt at home . it will nt b a night-out, but im still happy . hhas .
darling slpy le, restin on th mattress .. but she jus cant slp lehh . hhas, cute ! =D
we hav so much fun tgt . initially, we didn plan to tonn tonight de . den i suddenly jus suggested it, & she call her mummy to tell her . i told her it was th first time tt she stayed up late ! hhas .

不要lame可以吗?
i♥darling !
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